When your intentions are misunderstood even your good deeds will be considered as bad, and having your intentions misunderstood has within it the seed of its own ruination. It is the crippling paradox of the choices that you made while planning and executing your intentions. Those choices will determine how those around you will perceive your intentions in the long run.
It would be difficult for you to assure anyone that you meant well when you have already been labeled as an ill-willed person. But taking responsibility for your actions will be your personal journey towards a clear conscience and peace of mind. For when all is said and done, you are an imperfect human with a beautiful soul and if no one is ready to overlook your imperfections – apologize for you actions, forgive yourself, and take it as one of your lifelong lessons. Live, Love, Learn, and Grow.